The Distance Between Vision and Making
- Pam Givens

- May 7
- 3 min read

There is a moment at the beginning of any creative work that feels almost… innocent.
The idea arrives whole.
Clear enough.
Compelling enough.
We can see it.
And because we can see it, we assume, quietly, almost without noticing, that we can make it.
Later, something changes.
Not all at once.
But gradually, as the work begins to take form.
The distance between what we imagined
and what we are able to make
becomes more visible.
And often… quietly devastating.
Because there comes a moment when we begin to realize that vision alone is not enough.
That the work we admire in others, the depth, the ease, the refinement, the originality,
often rests on years of skill, technique, repetition, failure, and endurance that we cannot yet see from the outside.
And suddenly, what once felt exciting begins to feel confronting.
Not because the desire disappeared.
But because we are now face to face with the limits of our current ability.
I came across a line recently from Maria Popova, writing about creative work:
“If we could see clearly the toil ahead at the outset of any creative endeavor, we might be too dispirited to begin…”
There is something relieving in that.
And something sobering.
Because what we sometimes experience as failure,
or lack of progress,
or even loss of confidence…
may not be a deviation at all.
But something inherent in the process itself.
A kind of necessary blindness at the beginning.
A mercy, perhaps.
But that doesn’t make the middle easier.
The part where:
the work resists
the energy fluctuates
the original vision no longer carries us forward
This is often where the struggle shifts.
Not just with the work, but with ourselves.
This is where doubt begins to take hold.
Not just about the piece.
But about our ability to make anything at all.
Recently, someone wrote in response to an earlier post about creative blocks:
“I couldn’t start or finish anything for almost two years… I kept trying to force it.
Nothing worked.”
And then, almost quietly:
“I’m beginning again by making things that don’t matter.”
There is something deeply wise in that shift.
Not dramatic.
Not heroic.
But real.
Because the problem is often not that we’ve lost the ability to create.
It’s that we are still trying to create from the original vision
instead of from where we actually are.
The early vision belongs to a certain kind of energy.
Forward-moving.
Optimistic.
Unburdened by the details.
But the work itself asks for something else.
Patience.
Adjustment.
A willingness to let the thing change as we engage with it.
This is where many creative efforts quietly collapse.
Not because the idea wasn’t good.
But because the relationship to the work didn’t evolve.
There is a different way to stay with it.
Not by pushing harder.
And not by waiting for the original feeling to return.
But by allowing the work to become something we meet
rather than something we execute.
Sometimes that means:
making something smaller
making something less important
making something without an outcome attached
Not as a strategy.
But as a way back into contact.
The beginning of a creative idea is often filled with vision.
But the continuation of it depends on something quieter.
Something less visible.
A willingness to remain present
even when the work no longer resembles what we imagined.
And perhaps this is part of what it means to create over time.
Not just to follow inspiration.
But to learn how to stay.
Even when what we are making
no longer matches what we first imagined.

I love your writing. You are so skilled at putting fleeting thoughts and feelings into words, which I find reassuring. Keep on writing!
For me, if I 'try' to overthink about the why/what/how, I lose my initial spark. I work on being in the moment, of being that channel where creativity flows. Granted it doesn't always work within my designated timeline. It flows when it flows.
Love these thoughts on creativity! For me it can be like a workout......the warmup [thinking through the concept and figuring out "how to", the workout phase or getting "into it" and possibly shutting out everything else, and then the cool down [post "artum" depression].....Any one of these parts can present difficulties that have to be overcome but that's the journey, which is the creative and fun part.......During the 2nd and third phases is when I'm hoping that the next "workout" takes shape.